an introduction to the love epochal

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my poetry is about process, as much as it is a poem. i think of the love epochal as one long poem that i hope will never end. maybe someone can pick it up from me at some point. pass on the responsibility until the robots replace us.

it is just a series of random poetic thoughts i have. or overhear. a lot of business jargon finds its way in. little bits of gossip about random people. lots of thoughts in the bath about philosophy. but ultimately it’s a sort of diary of the life a fictional, autistic poet who is trying to approach the world with unconditional love but can’t help hating fascists while also being busy and overwhelmed generally by the day to day experience of life.

i edit the poem and post it pretty much one year to the day after each bit was written. the editing is a dialectical struggle between coherence and adherence to the linearity of thought. at first, i just put it more or less in the order it was written and just edited for rhythm and rhyme.

after performing a few times, i started aiming more for coherence, re-ordering to try and link the thoughts into a series of almost self contained little poems. but you can’t herd poets so generally i fluctuate between these two poles never fully committing either way. perhaps to the project’s detriment. who knows. i’m just an artist. i don’t have to make sense.

i also write little blog posts inspired by the day’s poetry. and i sometimes make spoken word versions of bits from the poem, and videos, and these things can be found on spotify, youtube, apple music, all those things. and that’s what the love epochal is.

brexitry in the uk (inc. chorus iv.)

i’m an analyrical 

political animal,

fresh from facing off 

a foreigner at the botanicals 

i’ve reached the top, surprised

although i did start in the

middle (class) i realise

oh well, no pulling back

teetering on the brink 

of my cul de sac

maybe i’ll hoist 

a union jack

yeah i made my billions 

by betting big 

on brexit

i’m a big swellin’ bell

a beef sauce boudicca 

and now it’s done and gone

my creativity diminished

naked on the stage 

in the empty bar basement 

shouting random swear words 

for my own entertainment 

they say a weird brother 

is a sign of a weird family

drunk under the table, 

call it strong and stable 

let us adorn for the gilet years

whatever starts with hope 

will end in tears

it’s the hint of sulphur 

underneath the blend

ah well, we’ll get there in the end

that concludes stanza 14 of the love epochal. join me on tuesday next week where we will commence stanza 15 of the love epochal. i hope you are enjoying part three: giletdonism.

why not check out my instagram and youtube? or give the love epochal some listens on spotify / apple music and similar.

anyway, thanks for the support and i look forward to writing more poetry for you next week and every week after until i die.

unpacking

why am i in silence

when endless distraction

is afforded by science

my inbox emptied 

to autistic dividers

i’m back from the volcano

to the shock of cold

a daze unwinding

spring clean my soul

order proves cathartic

i ponder again, 

why do we say you 

when we so clearly mean me?

a universal you

which you is who

when we discuss

ourselves

i love a spring clean. i love to sort, delete, donate and file. tidy everything up. examine the remnants of springs past.

i had accepted an offer of a new job and was winding down in my old role. i had a bit of free time. and i was still in the aftershock of my autism diagnosis. so it was nice to spend some time evaluating my things, putting them in order.

not all poetry has to be ‘good’

i run a run of six six sixes, 

the diabolic average

the paupers’ economy is for sale 

if you can afford it you are rich

the father of the bride has spent the 

marriage in remission

so rock your hips back and forth, 

and first and fourth and fifth 

and back to tonic

ending on it

ending right

here

i kept going on runs of 6.66 km. the other day i got an insurance quote for £6.66 a month. i had to take a day or two to think it over. seems risky. a compact with the devil.

the paupers’ economy was an idea i had. there are multiple sort of pricing points in the economy. shops for rich people, shops for poor people. and for the marginalised, there is a cheaper, underground economy. counterfeit fags. stolen stuff. where there are buyers there are scoundrels making money. when people are priced out of the economy, they find or make another one.

giletdonism, chorus iii

it was a massively morbid error  

to teach a generation 

that the nazis were uniquely evil.

the crime of genocide 

is fundamentally human

and celebrated annually 

with fireworks and feasts

strong and stable, 

safe in our beliefs

let us adorn for the gilet years

whatever starts with hope 

will end in tears

it’s the hint of sulphur 

underneath the blend

ah well, we’ll get there in the end

the nazis aren’t the only people who have tried to wipe out another race and take their land. that is also how the usa was established. but we see it differently for some reason. and it’s what israel is doing. trump has already set up a gestapo. what crimes are happening that we can’t see yet?

his false profits

i’ve seen a pandemic 

and recessions, 

i live in the aftermath 

of depression 

i’ve seen inequality 

rise inexorably, 

a corresponding decline 

in provision

of the services required 

for the good of all of us 

so extinguish the myth 

of the self made man 

and his false profits

life has been tough for my generation. i graduated in 2008 into the great financial crisis. then we had a decade of austerity. then the culture wars – scottish nationalism, brexit, covid, anti-trans fearmongering. now we have the ai bubble and falling standards of living. and all this while the rich have got significantly richer. 

inequality destroys societal cohesion. it makes societies inefficient. it makes people poor and insecure. and it is a political choice. every impoverished child, every person sleeping rough and begging – are decisions people have made about the allocation of resources.

lucy let go

a pigeon who marshalls 

a hall of endless queues

lost laptop tizzy dash, 

fined for excess baggage

bang to rights. 

unlike lucy letby 

who should  be lucy let go

over doubts so reasonable 

that incarceration 

can not be condoned

there is no greater evil 

than the power of the state 

wielded against justice.

this is a bit light hearted for a protest poem, but i do think lucy letby’s conviction is unsafe. i think we are too trusting of a criminal justice system that is deeply flawed. i have jury service tomorrow and will try not to propagate any further such miscarriages. if in doubt, one must acquit.

the lost laptop tizzy dash – this was the first time this happened to me. my laptop was the same colour as the airport security tray. so i just left it in the tray. then had a nervous pang an hour later and ran back and luckily the security people had found it and returned it to me. then a few months later, at a different airport, i did the exact same thing.

obligation iii.

overwhelmed by the burden 

of reciprocalgenerosity

a pang, an anxious smell, 

the sense of what childhood felt like

tiramisu, creamy goo, 

live laugh love 

like death from above

trigger habit, sunny meditation, 

why did i feel 

so undeserving of love

get a kingfisher peacenik 

from a funky beatnik

a bus comes to pilot us back

fifty times bigger than we needed

happy valentine’s day. i hope it wasn’t alienating for you. i hope you have romantic love in your life, if you want it. but more important are the other loves. self-love. love of your fellow humans. love of the animal kingdom and the plants that nourish us. love of the sun and the stars and of the weird place that the universe is.

growing up autistic is confusing and traumatic. being loved is difficult when you have low self worth. but everyone deserves love. every human, every plant, every creature, has intrinsic value.

lanzarote iv.

fly a magic carpet ride 

on the greenback camel trail

and bury my radar 

deep at wounded knee

boquerones on the lounger,

bocadillo by the sea

agree to be fleeced 

for an airport charter

nintendo cheesecake 

or deep fried mars bar

waitress seems genuinely surprised 

by everything we say

or oder

last day jog 12k 

no joint issues

hoppipolla yoga

i love eating cheese sandwiches on holiday. with a little tin of beer. then a little cake. or ten. bikes rides, lounging in the sun, loads of carbs. feeling very tempted to abondon writing for the day and book a holiday.

web

@poet’s corner, 21 jan 2026

web. the web. it makes me think of the culture war that’s been vibrating my pocket since about 2013.

i’d just read primo levy’s masterpiece ‘the periodic table’ and was touched greatly by it. the vile inevitability of war, hatred and suffering, coexisting, always, with the fantastic beauty of the cultural world. as the bombs dropped, the poets mined further into the dark.

the culture war will exist forever. because there will always be the poetic and the curious on one side, and the bullies on the other, who think that poetry and irony are an affront to them. but they can’t win. there will always be poetry.

this is called

atlas tugged

earth is comprised 

of water, mud and metal

so is the human body. 

and as we pump pollutants into the air

we literally incorporate them, 

a singular ticket to where?

i’m in my prime and, 

unlike miss jean brodie, 

atlas tugged

people expand in space to take it all

when i just want to be so small

hitlerism is coming back 

and i’m as depressed as i am scared 

as we lazily recycle a century’s 

old colonial nightmare

my next tenuous link is that we are born into a complex, kafkaesque web of demands and constraints that nobody can really make sense of. a complicated global mass of billions sort of winging the rules as we go. but as a child, i guess i thought someone was in charge. turns out, nobody really is.

this is called 

obligation, parts i and ii

as a child the buildings §

and roads scared me

in their scale

the work of a million lifetimes,

where did they come from?

and what was my obligation?

all my life i’ve suffered

discrimination

just because i’m shy and lazy. 

and inattentive

imperceptive, defensive

stand offish

and prone to mischief.

well, today i made 

a lovely little loaf. 

am i a valid toiler?

instead of, 

or as well as, 

a poetry mine despoiler?

have i met 

my productivity minimum

am i entitled to a break yet?

i posit that if workers suffer 

ceo’s should go to jail

follow the money to personal wealth 

and pierce the corporate veil

i am terrible at job interviews. i am naturally averse to self-celebration, and not fast at thinking. a bit overly literal. dumbfounded by even the most predictable tell me about a time when. however, there is one question that i could answer endlessly – tell me your greatest weakness.

this next piece picks up the idea of the poetry mine. are dictionaries tangled webs of poetry, and is it our job as poets to untangle those words, and spin them back, into their right place?

this is called

reverse engineering

every poem, novel, recipe 

and joke 

exists quiet in the ether

the poet doesn’t create 

she discovers; 

with a notebook she uncovers.

a subterranean homesick miner,

reverse engineering blueprints

of a universal designer

following on from that, this is sort of the philosophy of the common law legal system. when judges set precedents, they aren’t creating laws… they have applied legal principles to novel situations, and hence sort of, found law that isn’t new, just they never had to use it before, so they didn’t know about it.

so this is called 

a very short poem about the criminal justice system

convicted, bailed,

acquitted, jailed,

the four court outcomes

how nice that they rhyme

so it’s easy to write poems

if you’re on trial for a crime 

and i would recommend writing poetry if you are going through that sort of experience. trial, divorce, diagnosis, bereavement. lots of good material.

i’m returning to web as internet. calling back to web 1.0, circa y2k.

this is called

the failure and possible redemption of language

we don’t yet have the language

for the time in which we live

the 2010s, the 2020’s, 

don’t feel lived in like the 90s

like naturally stressed 501s 

two sizes too big 

in each direction

y2k was the last mass adopted nickname

there is no confidence yet

in the unfolding millennium

so i propose a radical redetermination 

y2k of d2k, 

then d2k.1, 

now 2k.2, 

or, i posit “point two” 

in practice 

that’s all from me