can you come to terms with who I am? 

can i?

in d2k i rhymed ‘if soon i don’t die 

i’ll wonder why’

and still i wonder why – 

the complexity infinitely expanding

reluctantly giving it all my attention 

beat up and run down

an ex murder victim…

i wish i was more confident 

but i am returning the oversized funglasses.

i wanted a pair of yellow lensed glasses, so i ordered the only pair on the ray bans website but when they arrived they were of a scale hitherto thought improbable. i seriously considered it, took a few selfies, but there is a limit to how silly i am comfortable looking.

oh and i once worked with someone who described their baby daddy as an ‘ex murderer’