cancelled train gives me a wobble

cancelled train
gives me a wobble
deep breath
i can reconnect
at carlisle
have pea pasta
and prosecco for lunch
see two good horses
and an orange digger
rails of rust
duck egg screen
pink and neutrals
in fluff
and all the greens
you could eat in a lifetime
on the great western line

i don’t usually carry a sunflower lanyard (hidden disabilities thing) for my autism. unless i’m travelling, especially by myself, when the slightest thing going wrong sends me into a mad panic. actually, everything sends me into a panic. maybe i should always wear it. anyway the train was cancelled and i was like maybe i should just go back home. maybe this trip isn’t for me. but anyway, i panicked a bit then just got a different train and it was fine.