pasta, pasta water,
spices, oils and fish
in just ten minutes
a delicious dish
then a day where
i’m so tired
i can barely be arsed to sigh
never mind cry
a night’s sleep,
mission creep
where was this energy
yesterday
use it up
curse my useless gut
under the impossible
weight of it all
i have variable energy from autism and ibs i think just from stress. my diet is bizarre too though. i have breakfast before bed at night. i can’t help it. it’s when i want it.
